Sunday, June 20, 2010
My dad passed away on November 10th, 2007, from lung cancer. He fought it hard and kept saying he was going to 'beat it'. I was so proud of his determination to fight and for his positive attitude!
My dad was a very good provider and a good man. I didn't get to really know him until I was an adult though. Or at least I didn't get close to him until I was an adult and had children of my own.
I guess you don't realize how hard it is to be a parent and family provider until you experience it yourself. In my case, I saw things very differently and appreciated my dad even more. I suppose that is the case in many of our lives.
I miss my dad terribly and wish I had been in a better place in my own life during the last year of his. So I could have been stronger for him and seen him more often. I felt incredibly guilty for a long time after his death. Mostly because I didn't get to say good bye.
I tried to focus on the fact that my dad knew I loved him. However some days were easier than other. I continued to pray and then went through a hypnotherapy session in which I felt I was able to release and forgive myself.
Under hypnosis, I talked to my dad and he talked to me. As silly as that may sound to some people. I told him how I was feeling and that I loved and missed him terribly! I immediately felt this Hugh release of emotions.
That experience helped me to finally be at peace. Although I still miss him; I no longer feel guilty because I was able to say good bye. I believe that hypnosis and hypnotherapy can work for people if they really expect and want it to work.
If they are open minder, open hearted and Open to receiving help or answers. If you believe, you can receive anything! Answers, closure, peace, healing, anything you wish.
So keep an Open Mind, have an Open Heart and Believe!
Happy Father's Day to my Dad up in heaven! I love and miss you so very much!
Your Daughter ~ Coreen